February 15, 2007
Old Love and Non-Existent Valentine's Day Plans
Buzzito and Lito acting the fool @ Boom Boom Room. Note my queenie friend in the stripes on the left... |
Wednesday I tape another installment of the 5 Magazine Radio Show, this time with guest DJ Black Terry
Saturday at Ohm I think this couple I know wanted me to come over and do the menage-thang-thang, but I ended up going to a loft party and wasting away there. I hate babysitting people and I sorely miss my brother Lito, because he always took care of me in my most precocious inebriata moments.
My ex (formerly known as "the love of my life" until I realized that maybe he wasn't... suffice it to say I was on and off with him for a good 7? years) is in town for work. He lives in New York now and I guess he is planning on opening up a business in Amsterdam. He was always one of those on-the-go people, constantly wheeling and dealing and doing all kinds of shit. Despite his sneaky ways with other people, he really loved me and treated me like a Queen, but at the time I just wasn't ready for that and didn't appreciate him like I should have. (For 2 years he made it a point to give me flowers everyday. Yes everyday. And if he didn't have money to buy them he would PICK them.) I'm completely over him, but will always love him dearly.
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